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Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
10:59 am	cut scene--thanks babe for the nash lines ;) ( confession ) (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 25th, 2006
1:29 pm	Poor, poor, pitiful me, isn't that what we've all been guilty of saying so many times lately. Well Nash wants, proactive, he's got it. Cross me, and you will suffer, friend or foe. What we have here is a prediciment. Do you chose to be forthright and honest with me, and care for those we call friends, or do you chose to die? I will not suffer the wicked anymore. Tell me I have a God complex, sure whatever, all I know is, I am on a mission, a mission to rid the world of evil, so it has been said, so it will be done. The wicked shall fall. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
11:01 am	Well I'm apparently half way around the world killing the hell out of some bad guys...at least that's what I've been told. What I'm really doing is drinking my favorite latte and watching Road Rules Challenge reruns on MTV. I am still waiting to hear if Nash is okay. I'm worried, but not much. I mean I'm over there taking care of things..this is so freaky. I guess if I stay this way I'll just become the chick who makes coffee and serves it in the other room while all the magi try to perform their magic tricks. I'd say it's great to be normal again, but people/beings still want me dead, so I have to be mooshed back with the other me that's apparently wreaking havoc on the European world...go me ;). It's seems the order won't be bothing Dannie for a while thanks to the A.W.O.L. me, so I don't see why they all couldn't go back to Philly. I'm sure they have things to take care of at home. I don't know what to think about having this Alek guy as my brother. He's a complete ass, and he has absolutely no training. I'm surprised he walks upright and doesn't shit in his pants. And what the hell with his girlfriend going through Livi's stuff and taking clothes from her? Freaks. Sure I'm probably being mean, but whatever, just because he's supposed to be family doesn't mean I have to immediately like him..he sure as hell hasn't given me a reason to try anyway. I know, I know Cody...bitch me out later, k. Hmmm..I guess I'm going to go take a nap. I knew setting up the penthouse in the Blake building would come in handy. I kinda have a ventilated cabin right now. I am so taking the Phoenix PD down, they are so paying for all damages...emotionally, physically, and financially. Not because I need the money of course, but because of the way I was treated, like I'm a murderer..come on..if I hadn't killed half the damn thing's I'd killed..well you know..I guess I sound like I'm bragging, but I don't mean to do that either. I guess I'm just chatty because I am not in the fray..well I am..but I'm not, and I can't be there with Nash. I don't like that part at all. I wish he'd call me and tell me everything's okay soon. Current Mood: worried (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 28th, 2006
6:11 am	cut scene ( what the? ) (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 12th, 2006
7:48 am	Congrats Roland and Jasper! Your wedding was lovely, and I know you two are lovin' the islands. I guess I was in a mood the other day when I bought all that Indian stuff. I couldn't help but buy the Hopi Wolf God and put it on the table. I didn't know if they were into artifacts either, but I had to get them the Hopi Wedding Vase too. That's the tribe that is from Phoenix btw. Anyway, they were happies, and I hope they liked them. So I said I was going to go to work and do stuff, but I haven't been back. Nash has not been in a business mood the last couple of days either. I'd like to say I have had a lot to do with that ;). I now know because of him that smoothies stain sheets, but we had fun anyway. Speaking of smoothies..I have a banana thief. I totally went home the other night, and I know I heard something in the back of the house. I searched the whole house, and the only thing I found missing was a banana. Freaktacular. I hear Jason and Sierra had an intruder too, and they had lots of stuff done to their house. Maybe you guys should come over and check for whatever could be here? Christmas is coming and we need to get it planned before Jasper get's back. I know she said we could have it at the Hollingsworth house, but we need to do some serious grocery shopping. I think Poe should spearhead that one. I'll help with decorations, and if you guys want sappy Christmas music, I can get that too. Do we want to buy gifts for everyone, or should we draw names? Let's talk about it. Now, I plan on spending the day with my niece. I'm off to go get Sera. I know Cody and Italy could use a day off, even though they totally love that beautiful little girl. I think I'm going to stop by the baby shop on the way over there. I saw a Christmas outfit I think Sera should have. I also had to pick up her gift. They had to special order it. I'll have my cell with me all day if anybody needs me. Current Mood: cheerful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 5th, 2006
3:25 pm	relationship stuff I guess it's time to get back to the old job of mine. Since we got back from Jerusalem, Nash and I have been spending some time with each other, actually taking our work out of our relationship. I guess you could say that we weren't in a good place when we came back. Our first day back we had a good time south of town at the Indian Market. I bought Jasper and Roland a gift made by a Hopi Indian and I bought a Hopi Moki blanket for the den. We still didn't connect that day. So I spent most of yesterday letting my imagination run rampant, thinking all the wrong things. He had gone downtown and didn't tell me where he was going. I pretty much brooded all day, I broke another punching bag.. So he finally comes home, but I didn't hear him drive up. He knocked on the door and I opened it to a bouquet of red roses and heather, to which I did not connect the meaning to, and my dumbass seperated the flowers because I just don't see red and purple going together. I've put them back though, I'm filling in the blanks here thinking that he meant he loved me with them (you know red roses=love, and well, heather=me). He told me he wanted to take me out for dinner. So we go outside to get into the truck and I find a wrapped gift box on my seat. He told me to open it, that he had purchased it for me. I immediately loved it, mostly because he cheated and used fate, but I love him anyway and I got dressed for dinner. By the look of the dress, and the tux he had on, I immediately knew we were not going to McDonald's lastnight. He took me to The Top of the Rock restaurant at the Marriot resort. It was beautiful. We had a fantastic meal, but I almost ruined it. I let all his distance fill parts of my brain up with bad stuff, and I kept myself from him. As a last stab when we got home, he told me he felt "frisky." That meant he wanted to work out in the training room with me. That's kinda how we got together the first time, we beat the crap out of each other, and then had make up/hook up sex. Well I beat the crap out of him allright, frustrated with him, and I do believe I've surpassed his skills, I'll have to be more careful with him, or he's going to have to use more magic if we spar. Anyway, I was still being a distant bitch, and by the time we showered and I saw him standing infront of the mirror brushing his teeth, I knew something had to change. So I think we've come to a place where we can make it. He's sleeping now, and I think I'll surprise him with a smoothie made from the fresh fruits we bought the other day. Well, I guess I had to get that off my chest. Current Mood: calm (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 25th, 2006
2:31 pm	I can't help but wonder how much of my life has been erased from my memory without my knowledge? But then I think well, if I keep thinking that, then I may not learn to forgive one of my best friends, so I'm going to stop thinking that. Today is a new day and what happened yestereday is just that, yesterday's news. I just really want to say that I hope everyone is okay, words were said in the heat of the moment and people are angry at each other. When we're angry at each other something seems to slip in and create death and destruction for all of us. It makes us vulnerable. Just thought I'd say hugs and lovin's, and if anybody wants to get together today, let's all get something nice to eat or hang, k? Current Mood: frustrated (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
8:16 am	Oh my God, has this not been the best couple of days ever? I have been able to take care of the things at the office, work with the girls, Christmas shop, and find the coolest zoot suit and flapper dress for Poe's party for Nash and me. I can't wait, this ought to be fun. Nash has been eating this up. He get's to play all his big band music without me complaining. I know neither of us need the money, but we sure wanna win. We've been practicing instead of training together. So what are out plans for Christmas? We all know we want Jasper to cook it for us. Where should we have it? I'm offering the cabin. We've got it all decorated and we have a tree up. It's very cozy around the fireplace, but I can understand if Jaz want's to have it at her house. Let's figure it out. We missed Thanksgiving, I don't want to miss Christmas. Sheesh, he's hollering for me now. He wants us to work on the lifts. Call me later! Hugs. Current Mood: bouncy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
10:12 pm	I have to say that I've been extremely busy today. Of course we have been training Laura and Ronnie all day. Man we are working their asses off, and it's like they've stalled out. They need drive. I think we need some more training with wolves. I don't think they think we are serious, I mean they hurt like hell when Nash and I are through with them, but damn, their techniqe is sucking ass. Oh well, I have managed to get some time in with Cody and Sera though. This evening I've been uploading pics...finally. I think I really need some rest. I've heard the girls having nightmares. Cody and I have talked about it some. Maybe they are having the visions like I used to have all the time, or maybe Chiron fucked up. We'll have to see. Anyway... ( baby pics ) Current Mood: content (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 3rd, 2006
10:54 pm	Maybe it's not all what it's cracked up to be.. Damn people are showing some serious signs of malfunction lately. I've seen mild mannered people and even very boisterous people become raging lunatics in the last couple of days. Some seriously whack shit going on here. Insults being flown about, jabs here, jabs there. Jesus people, get a fucking grip on yourselves..like we have the luxury to wallow in our own self pity. People fuck up, people die, people live when we don't want them to, people are going to hurt your feelings, people can make you happy, people can hold you up, and they can let you down. Fucking suck it up, and get over it. I don't know about you guys, but I've really had a great two days. I have seriously enjoyed sparring with these girls..Nash too..he is so good at making up for hitting me..*rawr*. I am extremely proud of Laura. She has so much fire in her. I love it. She doesn't want to admit, and she probably won't, but she's likes what we are teaching her. Ronnie is fun. She really likes it, and she has a great attitude. I wish Cody was more like herself right now, she could be having fun too, but she's all moody. I guess that's normal after having a baby. I don't mind it. I'm just really glad she's here and safe, and I get to play with Sera all the time now. What a beautiful baby. I absolutely adore her. My favorite scent is jasmine, but I'm loving the smell of lavender on her skin. Nash's birthday is around the corner, and I think we should all go to a nice restaurant and have a good meal then break. I believe Roland's party gave us our fill for a while of wildness. That is unless he wants to do more. We'll be talking to all of you about it soon enough. I think i'm going to go make an icecream sundae and watch old movies..anybody join me? (7 Comments |Comment on this)
12:07 am	It's been a long ass day, but it's been a good day. Nash and I were up at 4 this morning, and we started training the girls. Ronnie is really doing well. Laura is very headstrong, I like that about her. She will come around, and if she doesn't, well that's Chiron's problem. My island is hooked back up, without Cody's help. I sent her schizo butt to bed. She has been doing a lot of ranting today. I'm not sure what's wrong with her, but I suspect we might be seeing some of the flaws from the vamp she got hold of the other night. Italy said something like this might happen. I think our mind people need to see what they can do about making her normal again...if you call Cody normal. Hugs and lovin's girl, don't kill me. I love you..yes I just admited it to all, not just you..and I want you healthy and well, you have a baby girl to think of, so you might need to relinquish yourself to some magi. I hope these girls are set soon. I really want to get on that shit we were talking about with Blake and Blake. Well it's late, and I've got some warming oils that need to be applied. Got an early morning, hope I get some sleep, not really, all this sparring today, it justs makes me wanna ;). (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
4:17 pm	So okay.. It seems everybody has heard about the skunk incident..enough with the jokes. It's not like I have a werewolf in the house that could have alerted us, or wards set up for woodland creatures..geesh. I have been playing with Sera all morning. She just opens her eyes for a minute, wraps her little hand around my finger, eats, sleeps, and poops. I think she might be the best thing ever. I love her to peices. The cabin is almost fixed. I love my honey, he went out of his way to make sure I got my island back. I am really trying to learn how to cook, and that thing is the best thing to have for workspace, and you know me, I don't sit in chairs, so it's also the best seat in the house. I am so glad Sierra is coming to get me though. I could use a break from the flying lumber, cursing, and cracking of glass. We'll have so much fun. I absolutely love to shop. I miss shopping. Okay, going to go give Nash some hugs and lovin's while I hear them laughing, and cut out of here. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
6:39 am	Sing with me... Morning, morning, morning! I've been up too long! I've been up too long! Diddly, diddly, dee. So before the sun comes up this morning, Nash has me up training and meditating. He did make me a great breakfast this morning though. How he got such sweet papaya in November I don't even want to know. I am hiding right now because he still swears he can show me how to..what did he say?...float sheetrock. Yeah, right. Sounds like a job for a mage to me. I can paint. I think I'll steer clear of it as best I can till the painting. I'll just be the hot tool girl in little shorts and a little top...that way when I bring him the wrong screwdillywhomper, or the sandbeltermajiggy, he won't mind as much..I hope ;). That's a lie, I kinda know what the tools are now, and I'm wearing jeans. Infact... ( construction work fashion show ) He doesn't look pleased that I am playing with the camera today..lol. So, are we doing anything today? Call me Jasper. Save me from this work. I want to help cooridinate your party for Roland. Again... Diddly, diddly Dee!!!! Hugs and lovin's!! Current Mood: bouncy (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 26th, 2006
2:57 pm	I'm taking a break So am I the only one who gets on here anymore? I have holes all in my house, and I still want to play on here. Nash has had me busy today. We've been cleaning up debris. I have, however, heard one too many times "the island baby?...why the island???..that marble was so hard to get here...it's okay, but the island???" I may never live it down. It seems that Poe is getting quite handy as a Mage. As a favor to Nash he so fixed my truck! *Squeee!!!* I am so excited that it's not all junky anymore. I've been told it's a little tougher now too. That's probably the best news about that. So there's a birthday right around the corner, and I really don't know what to get him. It think I might get him a t-shirt that says "Even Death can't have me." I think it might even become our team logo. I know Jasper, Jason, and I all need one too. Seriously, I don't know what to get Roland for his birthday. I think we should have a total bash though. I'm restraining myself from bugging Cody to death. I really want to be around the baby. I was apprehensive at first, but once I held her, oh man, she is the sweetest little thing ever! I know Cody probably doesn't remember in her very sleepy state, but I actually said something nice to her. Go figure, she has to be totally sleepy for me to do it. Did I mention that Sierra is like the coolest? She totally let me have fun lastnight shopping. I don't have that freedom anymore, and I don't think I'm going to. I don't want to get involved with that money that's tied to the technocrats. It's probably a trap. Screw it, I'll have to be a working class girl, and I'll probably never be able to keep a job because I'll have to kill something or protect something on a regular basis. Not sure what to do there. So if anybody's bored, we could use some help at the cabin. I don't know what the hell I'm doing with this crap, but Nash is trying to be patient. I might get a nail shot at me soon..lol. So....HELP, AND SAVE ME!! Current Mood: dorky (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
12:36 pm	What do you know.. I can do other things than beat up big bads. I decided to try to make Nash a truly awesome Italian dinner, and I think I did a really great job. I mean I'm not a master chef, no where near it, but I got evertyhing the way I think it was supposed to be. I also found that swearing alot seemed to help me concentrate. I know Livi said I could be a bouncer at the club, but I think I need something to do during the day. I work out in the mornings and then train with Nash, but after that, there's not much to do in the house. I am learning how to cook, and God love him, he really is trying to eat it for me..It's getting really cold to go out for walks, so I guess what I'm saying is I'm really getting "cabin" fever. Maybe I've gotten to used to the rush of a fight, since we do it so often, that the regular times are a strain on me. I don't know what I want to do. Current Mood: bored (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 19th, 2006
3:15 pm	cut scene Her feet were freezing as she padded through the cabin to the kitchen. She stopped by the thermastat and turned the heat up.."forces mage," she thought with a bemused smile on her face. The sun was rising, but the house was cloaked in shades of grey on this overcast morning. Standing infront of the kitchen sink, she looked at the threatening clouds above. Storms were few and far between here, but when they came, they came with all their might. She really wanted to stay in today, but she would have to fight the weather to take care of a few things. She made a pot of coffee and ate a light breakfast. While she was getting ready, she was thinking of her sister. She pulled her jeans up and buttoned them easily over her trim stomach. "I wonder how Cody looks today," she thought. She worried for her sister. The accelerated rate of this pregnancy must be so frightening. Her sister, as always, was putting up the strong front though. She hoped that her plan today would help put her sister at ease..the best she could be. She walked into the bedroom and found him still sleeping. She kissed him gently on the forehead, and she could feel how content he was in her head. He was dreaming, and whatever it was, it was pleasent. She put her note on the nightstand and tip-toed out of the room. She grabbed her long black leather jacket, that he had gone to lengths to find for her, and left the house. Her poor truck still showed signs of the last battle she was in. She was almost afraid to take it to Fritz again. How could she pay him? That was something she would have to think about on another day. She drove downtown to the market district. She parked the truck and entered the open market. She picked up spices and candles, and other odds and ends she could only get here, and made her way to the specialty shops in the center. Standing before the shop, she wondered if she would ever need to come in here for herself. She walked into the shop and the overwhelming scent of lavender assaulted her senses. Everywhere she looked she saw soft colors, plush toys, delicately crafted furniture, and tiny clothes. She was looking for something in-particular. She asked the sales lady where the linens could be found. She was lead to a corner of the store. She thanked the clerk, and she browsed through the bedding. She was amazed at the softness of some of the blankets. She was looking for the perfect one. They knew the baby was going to be a girl. She hoped she would find something perfect for the new baby. She wanted Cody to feel as if this pregnancy was a good thing, not something she should fear, even though they all had fear in their hearts. She chose the softest chenille( blanket )blanket. As she left the market, she hoped that Cody would get to enjoy what she may never get to have for herself. Each day could be their last..she shoved those thoughts away and drove back out to the cabin. (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 15th, 2006
8:15 pm	It's here!!! This makes me excited ;). ( Nash honey, it's bad luck for you to look at this... ) Current Mood: cheerful (18 Comments |Comment on this)
11:30 am	Vegas memories Nash and I had a complete blast in Vegas. We saw a lot of shows, and we did a lot of shopping. He spoils me muchly. He had a camera in his hand the whole time too. He was like a kid at Disneyland, I swear. It was really nice to get away too. What is it about staying in a hotel too that makes you not want to leave the hotel room? *evil grin* So here's a bunch of pics of us. Hugs. ( Vegas Pictures ) Current Mood: happy (11 Comments |Comment on this)
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Monday, June 12th, 2006
3:04 pm	I know I've been hard to live with... I tend to get self absorbed, and I know it affects all of you. Sometimes I just can't believe the situation we are all in, and I often think it's unfair. I totally flipped out lastnight when I heard about Cody's condition. None of us are normal anymore. None of us can lead a normal life. I guess I was jealous because I don't even look forward to tomorrow most days. It seems like we'll never have a tomorrow, and a family is something I don't see in my future. In the midst of all of this, I have given my heart and soul to Nash. He asked me to marry him lastnight in the pouring rain, and I accepted. I may not have a tomorrow, but I have to live the fullest I can in today. I may not get to have the normal life, but at least we can share the chaos and live for each day with one another. I can only dream of a normal life as a wife and maybe someday a mother, a grandmother even. I am scared to think of that, because it could all be taken away so easily. So I'm trying not to live in fear of loss. I beleive I have someone to go apologize to now, and we've got an angel to protect... Current Mood: contemplative (4 Comments |Comment on this)